But change can come only so quickly. Even though I have been being more bold, I am still coming up short. Very, very short. Which is what I expected... I'm going to have to work into this BOLD thing. Examples of shortcomings? I didn't call my friend Megan back about her party. I didn't talk to some kids at church that usually don't come to youth group events about coming to one. I haven't blogged since my last blog (a long time). Bahaha. It stinks to look back on your negatives, but it is necessary.
One thing I really focused on this week, in my life, is that timing is everything. It really hit me on Friday, right before school was out, and I tweeted it because it was just that important, bahaha lol. But really, timing is everything! I'll have to blog about it one day, I'll give it it's own title and everything, but that's another day.
My birthday went swell, I got a bazillion Facebook wall post saying happy birthday from people I had spoken to that day, and others who I hadn't spoken to for years. Some people I didn't even know! lol scary. Anyways, I would like to comment on my boldness in the sense that I not only commented EVERYONE back on there (along with getting back to anyone who sent me greetings) but I started talking to some old friends again that wished me happy birthday. Talking to old, goooood friends is so warming, I truly get butterflies thinking about my old friends and all the things we used to do and achieve and get in trouble for and how much I miss it all, which brings me to my next point... I'm getting old.
That's right, me, Zack Powell: I'm getting old. I'm 17! What's up with that!?! That means in 1 year, if I so choose, I can play the lottery, buy cigarettes, drive anytime I want, and I can make phone calls to infomercials! AHHH! That's so scary! So much responsibility! And, I really don't want to grow up. The other day (I also tweeted about this), I was getting really deep into thinking and about how much I am going to miss my childhood, how much it's going to suck leaving it, and how much I want to be a kid forever. I don't want to grow up, and though I may never truly grow up, I have to at some point. Why do I speak of this? Because I am very wary and feeling a premonition that I am going to have to grow up soon, whether I like it or not, and I am very afraid of it.
Anyways, on a happier note, I get this coming Monday off, and I'm going to DISNEY with Emilee and her family, and it shall be awesome. But it means I'll have to work on my research paper later, which deserves it's own blog posting as well. It's such a splendorful project. Also, it means that I can stay up late Sunday night, which I LOVE staying up late. Staying up late deserves it's own blog post too, someday! I'll have to be BOLD and make sure I write about all of these things.
I hope tomorrow I will wake up at a decent time BEFORE church, not right as it is starting. Yes, that's right, I woke up last Sunday at the time that church started. Whoops :P I still went, and actually had a great car ride listening to worship there, it was spectacular. Also, while on the note of waking up late, I should add that to being bold: waking up early/on time!
SNOOZE!
Farewell, my readers, and don't forget to turn off the lights when you leave the room you're not going to be in. Be bold and save electricity! Bahahaha.